OBAMA’S CONTINUING TO PEDDLE THE MENTAL HEALTH AGENDA OF MASS DRUGGING…

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As I have reported from early on Obamacare was created for Pharma and coming straight from Michelle Obama’s mouth the following statement should make that very clear.

While reading keep in mind that this was the couple who were the ones to push the Mother’s Act to forcibly medicate pregnant women – a practice I fear may prove to create a nightmare FAR greater than anything we have seen to date from the widespread use of antidepressants. Keep in mind that the Mother’s Act was started because of a young mother, Melanie Stokes, married to a doctor, who committed suicide not long after birth. Of course she was on antidepressants among other serotonergic medications, but why worry about that little detail when you can use her death to say more pregnant women need to be medicated with the same drugs she was taking when she committed suicide?

Melanie Stokes and the Mother’s Act

See Melanie Stokes story here where Amy James has created a video for her:

 

 

From the article we read the propaganda with my comments to translate the article for you: “In fact, roughly one in five adults – more than 40 million Americans – suffer from a diagnosable mental health condition like depression or anxiety. These conditions affect people of every age and every background: our kids and grandparents, our friends and neighbors. [Always makes me think of the song from Westside Story: “Officer Krupke, you’re really a square; This boy don’t need a judge, he needs an analyst’s care! It’s just his neurosis that oughta be curbed. He’s psychologicly disturbed! I’m disturbed! We’re disturbed, we’re disturbed, We’re the most disturbed, Like we’re psychologicly disturbed. ” If we believe we are all sick then they can make billions off of drugging us all! And the minute we take their drugs we will be sick if we did not have mental issues before!]

“Sadly, too often, the stigma around mental health prevents people who need help [in the form of drugs of course] from seeking it. But that simply doesn’t make any sense. Whether an illness affects your heart, your arm or your brain, it’s still an illness, and there shouldn’t be any distinction. We would never tell someone with a broken leg that they should stop wallowing and get it together. We don’t consider taking medication for an ear infection something to be ashamed of. We shouldn’t treat mental health conditions any differently. Instead, we should make it clear that getting help [keep in mind that “help” always comes in the form of drugs, no alternatives are offered] isn’t a sign of weakness – it’s a sign of strength – and we should ensure that people can get the treatment [keep in mind that “treatment” is also always translated as drug treatment] they need.

“That’s why the Affordable Care Act expanded mental health and substance use disorder benefits and parity protections for more than 60 million Americans and required new plans to cover depression screenings for adults and behavioral assessments for kids [These so called depression screenings are exactly how drug makers have recruited new patients for their drugs since the creation of these screenings which have been extensively in campus health centers to hook the vulnerable college kids as they leave home for the first time on their own].

“That’s also why my husband put more mental health counselors in place for veterans and signed a bill to help prevent veteran suicide.” [So we now have the funding of more drug pushers among our military personnel to peddle more of the meds they have lied to us about forever so that, even though we have warnings on them indicating a doubling of suicide in this age group, we will believe this is actually going to prevent suicide among vets!]

If you can stomach reading the rest the original article link is here:

http://m.huffpost.com/uk/entry/9245816?

Ann Blake Tracy, Executive Director,

International Coalition for Drug Awareness

drugawareness.org & ssristories.NET
Author: ”Prozac: Panacea or Pandora? – Our Serotonin Nightmare – The Complete Truth of the Full Impact of Antidepressants Upon Us & Our World” & Withdrawal CD “Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!”

WITHDRAWAL WARNING: In sharing this information about adverse reactions to antidepressants I always recommend that you also give reference to my CD on safe withdrawal, Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!, so that we do not have more people dropping off these drugs too quickly – a move which I have warned from the beginning can be even more dangerous than staying on the drugs!

WITHDRAWAL HELP: You can find the hour and a half long CD on safe and effective withdrawal helps here: http://store.drugawareness.org/ And if you need additional consultations with Ann Blake-Tracy, you can book one at www.drugawareness.org or sign up for one of the memberships in the International Coalition for Drug Awareness which includes free consultations as one of the benefits of that particular membership plan. For only a $30 membership for one month you can even get 30 days of access to the withdrawal CD with tips on rebuilding after the meds, all six of my DVDs, hundreds of radio interviews, lectures, TV interviews I have done over the years PLUS access to my book on antidepressants (500 plus pages) with more information than you will find anywhere else (that is only $5 more than the book alone would cost) at www.drugawareness.org. (Definitely the best option to save outrageous postage charges for those out of the country!)

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ANTIDEPRESSANT SUICIDE OR MURDER? Sally Brampton Founding Editor of ELLE Magazine Died Tuesday After Years of Tourture

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Tributes have been pouring in for Sally Brampton – journalist, editor, author and mother who was the founding editor of ELLE magazine. She tragically died on Tuesday this week, after walking into the sea near her Sussex home. The following article is from the Telegraph in Australia which she wrote about her “depression” in 2003. The introduction to this article states that, “Her death followed a long period of intermittent but severe depression.”

I would correct that statement with this, “Her death followed a long period of interminttent but massive drugging, with drugs known to produce all she suffered including suicide – a long period of torture and suffering as a result of those drugs at the hands of her psychiatrists!!!”

She was noted for her statement: “We don’t kill ourselves. We are simply defeated by the long, hard struggle to stay alive.” And by the time you finish reading this you will see her statement is clearly correct in her case! Obviously she had too good an insurance plan which continued to pay out for this torture which she endured for years!

She is also author of “Shoot the Damn Dog! A Memoir of Depression” …. too bad she remained unaware that the dog that needed to be shot was not depression, but the medication reactions she was led to believe were depression.

Allow me to quote a few statements from her article to prove my point…first this:

“…..I remember, a long time ago, reading that one in 10 people would suffer from a mental illness in their lives. I looked around the office in which I worked (there were 30 of us), and decided on who it would be. I was not on that list. And now, a new report maintains that one in four of us are at risk.”

Keep in mind that all of her statements are from a 2003 article she wrote about what she was going through which she was led to believe was her “depression.”

First she remembers hearing that one in ten would suffer from a mental illness while a recent report stated it had then jumped to one in four. The reason for that huge increase was of course the massive marketing of antidepressants which CAUSE depression, anxiety, suicide, hostility, violent crime, arson, substance abuse, psychosis, mania, organic brain disease (brain damage), autism, anorexia, Alzheimer’s, impulsive behavior with no concern for punishment, ect. via the impairment of serotonin metabolism.

INCREASE IN SEROTONIN IS THE PROBLEM, NOT THE SOLUTION!

Antidepressants were designed inhibit the reuptake of serotonin or in other words impair the metabolism of serotonin after the world became convinced via mass marketing that serotonin is low in depression, so there is a need to increase that level. When in fact serotonin is actually elevated in depression, and elevated in the long list of disorders mentioned above. What is low is the ability to metabolize serotonin – the exact thing that antidepressants are designed to impair thus worsening all of the above symptoms or causing them!!!!!! As the serotonin continues to be increased the problems become massive. Is it any wonder we now have research indicating antidepressants produce long-term depression?!! Long-term depression and so much more!

No wonder the Eli Lilly memo used in the wrongful death cases involving Prozac is so helpful when their own scientists came to their superiors to inform them that they had a serious problem because it appeared that Prozac was actually causing suicide, only to get the reply that the company could not afford to lose Prozac. So they were told to tell patients the suicide was the result of the “underlying depression” rather than the Prozac.

Here is a link to my testimony explaining all of that to the FDA Advisory Committee in September of 2004: http://www.drugawareness.org/dr-ann-blake-tracys-september-13-2004-to-the-fda/

So keep that thought about what serotonin has long been known to produce in mind as you read the rest of the quotes from Sally Brampton’s article along with my comments about the side effects of the medications she was having which should have been warning signs of impending more serious reactions…warning signs that could have and should have saved her life!!!

WRONGFUL DEATH FOR MASSIVE DRUGGING

“….Before I was admitted to hospital, I was taking a small dose of anti-depressants, prescribed by my GP. I had been to see her when my early morning waking began. My psychiatrist quadrupled the dose. Then doubled it. And doubled it again.”

My Comment: WITHOUT DOUBT THIS PSYCHIATRIST NEEDS TO BE SUED FOR WRONGFUL DEATH!!! If she quadrupled the dose of any antidepressant she went over the safe theraputic dose, but then she doubled it and doubled it yet again!!! She was literally poisioned! It is shocking that she was able to survive that but can you imagine the tourture it must have been in her mind when she was on drugs that produce all of the above in a regular dose, much less the impact that a dose eight times higher than that would produce?!!!

WARNINGS ON ABRUPT CHANGES IN DOSE

When the FDA put the Black Box Warning on the suicidal ideation increase for antidepressants into effect in 2004 they also warned that any abrupt change in dose of an antidepressant whether starting on, increasing or decreasing or discontinuing the drug, skipping doses by forgetting, or when switching from one antidepressant to another where you are both abruptly decreasing one antidepressant and abruptly increasing the new antidepressant can cause suicide, hostility or psychosis. Withdrawal, especially abrupt withdrawal, from any of these medicatioins can cause severe neuropsychiatric as well as physical symptoms, both of which can be life threatening. So it is amazing she was able to survive that, but what damage must it have done to set her up for serious issues involving all of the effects of elevated serotonin for years to come?

INABILITY TO READ DUE TO MEMORY IMPAIRMENT

“….Reading has always been my greatest joy and most constant pleasure. I have devoured books whole for as long as I can remember. I recall people having to shake me to get my attention when I was reading, remember my taking a book out of my hands and sending me out to play with the injunction to get some fresh air.

“When I was severely depressed, I could not even get to the end of a simple sentence because I could not remember the beginning. ”

My Comment: So why did no one tell her what a common side effect this inability to read due to being unable to remember is to antidepressants? I cannot even count the number of times I have heard this reported to me over the past 2 1/2 decades! I hear it so often that I complete the sentence for them as they begin it!

….Even the medical profession finds depression difficult to define or to explain. It is a word of such common currency that it has ceased to have meaning. After months of medication and therapy and two stays in psychiatric units, my psychiatrist admitted that he was stumped. I have something known as resistant depression. In other words, it resists all attempts to alleviate it.

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TOXIC COCKTAIL – 1300 MGS OF ANTIDEPRESSANTS!!!

“We had tried five medications, and two combinations of others. I felt like I was in a sweet shop. Let’s try some of the blue ones. No good? Well, how about some blue with some pink? Or how about a few of the yellow?

“At one point, I was taking 1,300 milligrams of anti-depressants a day, on top of tranquillisers and sleeping pills. Somebody diagnosed with mild depression by their GP will probably be taking 20 to 50 mg a day.

My Comment: If this was the same psychiatrist that took her up to the 1300mg of an antidepressant he too needs to be added as a defendant in the wrongful death suit! I am so sick of seeing so many senseless deaths all because they do not or refuse to research more about these drugs they hand out, as she pointed out above, like they are candy when they can produce such deadly reactions!

THE BLOOD SUGAR CONNECTION

.”…..In my twenties, I had bouts of darkness, but they were brief and I shrugged them off fast enough. There is also a history of depression in my family (my brother suffered terribly in his teens). And while depression is not thought to be genetic, it does seem that if there is a familial predisposition, you are more at risk.
“My illness started with early morning waking – a classic symptom. At the time, I thought my head was too filled with thought to be still, just as I thought my diminishing appetite had some other cause.”

My Comment: What she is describing as the early waking and familial presdiposition to depression is generally hypoglycemia which has all the signs and symptoms of what we call “depression”. The weak pancreas can run through families. Also when the blood sugar drops in the middle of the night when we are not eating to keep it up, the mind can race as adrenalin kicks in to normalize the sugar levels. Anorexia is also a symptom of hypoglycemia.

See our Facebook group: Antidepressant-Induced Hypoglycemia & Diabetes

https://www.facebook.com/groups/982955405102652/

THE THYROID CONNECTION

.”….There was a physical reason, too. During my first stay in a psychiatric unit, where my condition was diagnosed, I learnt that I have an under-active thyroid. The thyroid, once known as the gland of the emotions, requires careful handling. A little too much thyroxin, a little too little – both have a huge impact on the balance of the mind. It is thought that up to 30 per cent of women in psychiatric units (low function is more common in females) suffer from an under-active thyroid”

My Comment: She should have been told that hypothyroidism is a very common after effect of antidepressants. Perhaps hers was low before, but after taking antidepressants it could worsen.

ANTIDEPRESSANT-INDUCED CRAVINGS FOR ALCOHOL

— I drank too much alcohol. Not for the taste of it, but to blank out the restless terror, the terrible, impending sense of doom, the tears that saturated each and every day. Alcohol is in itself a depressant. I knew that. I also knew that it was the most effective anaesthetic I could find.”

My Comment: Once again there was no warning of what I first saw with antidepressants – the cravings for alcohol, the increased drinking, which can also be linked to the hypoglycemia antidepressants produce.

See our Facebook group: Antidepressant-Induced Cravings For Alcohol:

https://www.facebook.com/groups/1688062138113514/

CONSTRICTION OF MUSCLE TISSUE, TMJ

“….. I developed terrible pains in my face. It took me a long time (and a dentist) to realise it was because I kept my jaw clamped tight. I was gritting my teeth to get through the days.”

My Comment: The main function of serotonin is constriction of muscle tissue. Massage therapists have long told me they know the minute they touch a patient if they have been on antidepressants because their backs are full of knots from their muscles contracting. Patients have long reported the TMJ she is describing here as a reaction to their antidepressants.

So my point is that had anyone admitted to her that any of these reactions were the result of taking the antidepressant, and not a symptom of her “depression”, she may still be alive today instead of her family preparing her funeral. I am so sick and tired of seeing such senseless suffering and death all for greed!!! (See the original article below for additional detail.)

Ann Blake Tracy, Executive Director,

International Coalition for Drug Awareness

drugawareness.org & ssristories.NET
Author: ”Prozac: Panacea or Pandora? – Our Serotonin Nightmare – The Complete Truth of the Full Impact of Antidepressants Upon Us & Our World” & Withdrawal CD “Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!”

WITHDRAWAL WARNING: In sharing this information about adverse reactions to antidepressants I always recommend that you also give reference to my CD on safe withdrawal, Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!, so that we do not have more people dropping off these drugs too quickly – a move which I have warned from the beginning can be even more dangerous than staying on the drugs!

WITHDRAWAL HELP: You can find the hour and a half long CD on safe and effective withdrawal helps here: http://store.drugawareness.org/ And if you need additional consultations with Ann Blake-Tracy, you can book one at www.drugawareness.org or sign up for one of the memberships in the International Coalition for Drug Awareness which includes free consultations as one of the benefits of that particular membership plan. For only a $30 membership for one month you can even get 30 days of access to the withdrawal CD with tips on rebuilding after the meds, all six of my DVDs, hundreds of radio interviews, lectures, TV interviews I have done over the years PLUS access to my book on antidepressants (500 plus pages) with more information than you will find anywhere else (that is only $5 more than the book alone would cost) at www.drugawareness.org. (Definitely the best option to save outrageous postage charges for those out of the country!)

ORIGINAL ARTICLE: http://www.telegraph.co.uk/women/life/sally-brampton-i-told-myself—get-over-yourself-stop-snivelling/

Sally Brampton: I told myself – ‘Get over yourself. Stop snivelling. Stop whining…’
Sally Brampton photographed in London CREDIT: ANDREW CROWLEY
12 MAY 2016 • 10:03AM

Tributes have been pouring in for Sally Brampton – journalist, editor, author and mother – who tragically died on Tuesday this week, after walking into the sea near her Sussex home. Her death followed a long period of intermittent but severe depression.

Here, her former colleague and friend Sali Hughes, reintroduces the groundbreaking article on her illness that she wrote for The Telegraph in 2003.

“Though the exact circumstances of her death remain unclear, what is certain is that we diverse sufferers of mental ill health have lost one of our greatest and most articulate advocates.

When Brampton, a celebrated editor of glossy magazines (she launched British ELLE, regarded by many as the magazine of the Eighties, and the reason I so desperately wanted to become a journalist), first fell foul of severe depression, her explicit writing took us on the journey with her.

She was admirably unkeen on words like “brave” – to her, sufferers of depression were not inherently “strong”, not necessarily “fighters”, but normal people attempting to live with a very difficult illness; much like someone with diabetes or pneumonia.

She was equally ?avoiding o?f? mystique, much more interested in being helpful and authentic. “I always think how odd it is that the word honest has come to mean being brave rather than truthful and sincere,” she wrote on her mental health-focused blog, sallybrampton.co.uk.

And yet to very many readers, her insistence on discussing an issue affecting a quarter of all people during their lifetimes – and one which, if made public, can jeopardise one’s career prospects or family life – was an act of defiant bravery that gave them the tools and the confidence to adopt a similarly honest stance.

She wrote better than almost anyone on emotional wellbeing, long before most of us felt able. Her responses to reader problems as a broadsheet agony aunt were never head-patting nor pitying, while her long running column in Psychologies magazine was warm, matter of fact and wise in a world of wishy-washy wellness and chakra aligning.

She described her writing as a form of therapy and had written, as recently as March, of her great happiness in moving from London to St Leonards-on-Sea, and the benefits of sea air, blue skies and barbecues on the beach – without ever pretending she was free from the condition that had either blighted or killed several generations of her family.

No one described the horrific, often debilitating condition of depression so gently, accurately nor more succinctly.

This, written for The Telegraph in 2003, sums up her extraordinary ability to untangle the condition of depression, and will continue to help many sufferers – myself included – feel better understood, and significantly less alone.”

I told myself: ‘Get over yourself. Stop snivelling. Stop whining…’
‘Exactly one year ago today, I tried to kill myself. Fortunately (or unfortunately, as I felt at the time), I am blessed with an iron constitution. At 3.20am, I woke up. Through some sick irony (who says the heavens don’t have a sense of humour?), it was the same time, to the minute, that I had been waking for a year before I was finally diagnosed with clinical depression.

I woke up because I was desperate for a pee. I got out of bed. My legs buckled beneath me. I could not crawl, let alone walk. Nor could I, at first, think why. What had happened to me? Then I remembered. I had tried to kill myself. I had taken pills washed down with neat vodka. Some shred of forgotten dignity kicked into place. Refusing to die in my own urine, I dragged myself along the corridor on my arms, my legs useless behind me. I don’t know how long it took, but it seemed an eternity.

Soon after, I blacked out, then drifted in and out of consciousness for 24 hours. I didn’t call the emergency services. I was too ashamed. It was my final humiliation. I had sunk too low even to stay alive for my much loved and cherished daughter, who, when I was very ill, stuck notes above my bed.

One said: “Dear Angels, Please give my mummy all the love and happiness she deserves.”

She was not with me when I took those pills. She was with her father. Even in my blackest moment, I had that much sense. I also had the sense to know that nobody would find me for three days. In that way, I could have been said to have planned it, but in no other. I left no note, put none of my affairs in order.

I remember little of the days before, other than an engulfing darkness. It was not so much that I wanted to die. I just couldn’t bear to be in that place any more.

For me, depression was a place – is still a place with which I now have (mercifully brief) encounters. The landscape is cold and black and empty. It is more terrifying and more horrible than anywhere I have ever been, even in my nightmares.

It is an abyss, a black hole, a place where nothing thrives, where sound is muffled so as to be unintelligible, where vision is dimmed until it is like seeing through clouded glass.

The more I tried to escape, the harder it held me. I could not understand it. I could not recognise myself. People asked: how are you? I did not know. Who is me? I did not have a self to be. I felt nothing.

And eventually, I became nothing.

When, finally, in the January of 2001, I ended up in front of a psychiatrist, unable to stop crying, unable to function, wanting only to be dead, he said to me that I obviously had a high IQ. Obviously? This pathetic, shivering, crying creature? This person I no longer recognised, let alone understood? My IQ, he persisted, would be down at least 30 points.

“Depression,” he said, “literally depresses every cognitive process.” Which is why, when you are in its grip, you can’t concentrate and certainly can’t think clearly enough to find your way out of it.

Reading has always been my greatest joy and most constant pleasure. I have devoured books whole for as long as I can remember. I recall people having to shake me to get my attention when I was reading, remember my mother taking a book out of my hands and sending me out to play with the injunction to get some fresh air.

When I was severely depressed, I could not even get to the end of a simple sentence because I could not remember the beginning. Words, which I love, were no more than patterns on a page. Writing was nearly impossible. I tried to convince myself that I could still write, and set myself the task of keeping a journal of my days. Looking back, I see it is no more than fragments.

In my world, there is no colour. The sky is not blue, the trees are not green. Instead, everything is in shades of grey
One of the fragments is this: It is a beautiful day. I stand on my balcony, high above a busy street, watching life pass me by. It is spring, a time of renewal, of new beginnings. I reach my hand out to the morning, try to imagine happiness, the simple pleasure of skin warmed by sunshine, the quiet joy of trees bursting into green leaf.

I feel nothing.

In my world, there is no colour. The sky is not blue, the trees are not green, the brick of the buildings is not red. Instead, everything is in shades of grey, a flat dull monotone. I exist in a parallel universe. In despair, I turn away, draw the curtains, climb back into my crumpled bed and cry.

I do not know what it is I am crying for. Some days, I cry for three hours, five hours. Some days, I never stop. They are not tears that bring relief. They are tears without beginning or end, just as my days and nights are without beginning or end.

Even the medical profession finds depression difficult to define or to explain. It is a word of such common currency that it has ceased to have meaning. After months of medication and therapy and two stays in psychiatric units, my psychiatrist admitted that he was stumped. I have something known as resistant depression. In other words, it resists all attempts to alleviate it.

We had tried five medications, and two combinations of others. I felt like I was in a sweet shop. Let’s try some of the blue ones. No good? Well, how about some blue with some pink? Or how about a few of the yellow?

At one point, I was taking 1,300 milligrams of anti-depressants a day, on top of tranquillisers and sleeping pills. Somebody diagnosed with mild depression by their GP will probably be taking 20 to 50 mg a day.

Nothing worked. I shook so badly that I could not walk down the street without holding on to walls or railings. Crossing the road was terrifying. So was going down a Tube escalator. I clung on to the handrail, convinced that I would fall. I could not believe this was happening to me – me, who used to run up and down escalators without a moment’s thought.

My tongue was coated a deep dark brown from the levels of toxins I daily ingested. And the tears kept coming. It was as if I held within me a bottomless pit of grief.

A friend who had recently survived cancer said that at least some physical force was not invading my body. But I was invaded. I was subsumed. I was laid waste. I did not say so at the time. Illness has no room for competition. But I got so bad that, at one time, we seriously considered electro-convulsive therapy. I said that it seemed to me that we weren’t much further along than Bedlam and leeches. My psychiatrist said that at least we knew what leeches did.

This was eight months after that bleak January day, when I admitted I could no longer function. Back then, and it seems like two lifetimes ago, I thought that if I went into hospital, I would become well. I thought a pill could make me better. I thought that I could cure myself. I was angry, furious, that I could not.

Right at the beginning, my psychiatrist said to me: “If you had pneumonia, would you try to cure yourself?” No.

He shrugged. “So why do you think you can cure your own depression?”

Why? Because I thought I had control over my own mind. It took a year of waking at 3.20 into the black hell that my life had become, my head filled only with a longing to be dead, to understand that clinical depression (also known as severe or suicidal) has its own pathology. It demands urgent attention and, often, hospitalisation. It requires understanding and what, to those around us, must seem like limitless patience. It is terrible to be around and horrible to watch.

‘It is impossible to explain to others who have not had it how powerless we are over it, how much we do not want to be sick’
‘It is impossible to explain to others who have not had it how powerless we are over it, how much we do not want to be sick’
It looks, from the outside, like a case of massive self-absorption. It is impossible to explain to others who have not had it how powerless we are over it, how much we do not want to be sick.

Here is another fragment from that lost time.

A friend telephones to ask how I am. The sun is shining. The sky is a merciless blue. It is only 11 in the morning but I have been awake since 3.20. Now I am back in bed but only because I can think of nowhere else to go. I say that I am feeling low. Low is the depressive’s euphemism for despair, for the enveloping blackness at the bottom of the pit.

She says: “How can you be depressed on a day like this?” I want to say: “If I had flu, would you ask me how I could be sick on a day like this?” I say nothing. She means well. There are no words to explain my despair, the depth of my grief.

I cannot explain it myself.

People send me cards. The images on the front are inoffensive drawings of flowers or bland, abstract art. Inside, they write that they are sorry to hear that I’ve been unwell. That they have always thought of me as, “such a strong person”. My sickness has a moral tone. I am reduced, made feeble. I think, well there is some truth in that. I am a shadow of the self I used to be.

When I was younger, I thought I would be the last person to be affected by depression. I was strong, I was confident; I was filled with hope. I was also absurdly successful when I was absurdly young. Looking back, it seems to me that success was my barrier and my shield. Nobody could touch me.

But I can see, looking back, the flaws that seamed my soul. In my twenties, I had bouts of darkness, but they were brief and I shrugged them off fast enough. There is also a history of depression in my family (my brother suffered terribly in his teens). And while depression is not thought to be genetic, it does seem that if there is a familial predisposition, you are more at risk.

My illness started with early morning waking – a classic symptom. At the time, I thought my head was too filled with thought to be still, just as I thought my diminishing appetite had some other cause. Like being too busy, too tired, too strung out. Food looked appallingly real. I could not swallow, could not force it past the lump in my throat.

I grew thin. Everybody told me how fabulous I looked. I smiled and said thank you, and wondered who this stranger was who inhabited my skinny Earl jeans.

I had reason to be sad. There was the break-up of a marriage, a move into a soulless rented flat, the absence on some days of my beloved child, a job that went brutally, terminally sour. Reasons enough, but not the reason. Other people cope with such human tragedies daily. Other people do not fall down. I collapsed like a pack of cards.

The first blow left me reeling, but still standing. So did the second, and the third. It was the combination that found those fatal, earlier flaws and blew me apart like a seismic explosion.

What was once a reactive depression (depression caused by a reaction to life events) turned clinical. Nobody understands why, but once severe depression has hooked into your being, it is incredibly difficult to loosen its claws. There was a physical reason, too. During my first stay in a psychiatric unit, where my condition was diagnosed, I learnt that I have an under-active thyroid. The thyroid, once known as the gland of the emotions, requires careful handling. A little too much thyroxin, a little too little – both have a huge impact on the balance of the mind. It is thought that up to 30 per cent of women in psychiatric units (low function is more common in females) suffer from an under-active thyroid.

Anti-depressants do not induce euphoria. They simply reduce acute symptoms from unbearable misery to manageable sadness
There are, as my psychiatrist told me, no miracle cures for depression. Before I was admitted to hospital, I was taking a small dose of anti-depressants, prescribed by my GP. I had been to see her when my early morning waking began. My psychiatrist quadrupled the dose. Then doubled it. And doubled it again.

The side effects were horrible. I gained more than a stone in six weeks. My vision was blurred; I became dizzy if I stood too quickly; my hands shook so badly I could not carry a cup of tea without spilling it. Other side effects were constipation and acne.

So much for happy pills.

Anti-depressants do not, as most people seem to assume, induce euphoria. They simply reduce acute symptoms from unbearable misery to manageable sadness. They are useful but not a universal panacea.

By then, I knew that I had to help myself. I tried everything I could think of. Exercise is useful in alleviating depression. I forced myself out of my flat every morning, went running in the park, no matter what the weather. I wore dark glasses to hide the tears that streamed down my face.

Yoga is good, as are acupuncture and massage. I took up all three. Bananas are said to be a good mood food: they activate tryptophan. I swirled them together with milk and honey, gulped my daily morning drink like medicine.

I had twice-weekly sessions of intensive psychotherapy. In the course of my illness, I saw four psychotherapists and sacked every one – not because they were bad, but because I loathed the process. All I talked about was me. Me, me, me. It bored me literally out of my mind. While one part of me talked, the other mocked. Get over yourself, it said. Stop snivelling. Stop complaining. Stop whining.

Still the mist came rolling in, grey and leaden as rain clouds.

I drank too much alcohol. Not for the taste of it, but to blank out the restless terror, the terrible, impending sense of doom, the tears that saturated each and every day. Alcohol is in itself a depressant. I knew that. I also knew that it was the most effective anaesthetic I could find.

I took yet more pills, more medication for my joyless soul. They did nothing. I felt, if that was possible, worse. I was admitted to hospital again. I sat in group therapy, listening to other people’s pain. I felt I had no right to be there. I had no reason to be sad.

Everybody else, without exception, feels that way, too. Other people have problems. Other people are worse off. Other people do not weaken. They bend, but they do not snap. Not in the way that we have done. We are guilty – of indulgence, weakness, self-pity.

It took me two stays in hospital and two long years living with severe depression to come to understand it as an illness. Some of us never see it that way. Some of us are never allowed to. Some of us suffer in terrible silence, too ashamed, too filled with self-loathing, too afraid to admit to what society sees as a weakness.

Some of us kill ourselves. The fatality rate is 15 per cent.

We’ve heard it all. From friends, from family, from meaningless strangers. But, mostly, from ourselves.

Pull yourself together.

It’s not that bad.

Get over yourself.

Get a life.

I did not, could not, blame anybody who offered me such advice. It was no more than I told myself daily, even hourly. I developed terrible pains in my face. It took me a long time (and a dentist) to realise it was because I kept my jaw clamped tight. I was gritting my teeth to get through the days.

‘Some of us suffer in terrible silence’
‘Some of us suffer in terrible silence’
Only once did I answer back, when the day was ebony black. It was a bloke on a building site, just trying to be cheery, just being normal.

He called out: “Cheer up love, it might never happen.”

I turned on him and I said: “Well, it f—ing well has happened. And what are you going to do about it?”

I might just as well have hit him, so great was the recoil. He was 6 ft tall and built like a s—house. He held up his hands beseechingly and he blushed. He said nothing. Nor did I. I was trying too hard not to cry. Tears are not welcome in public.

There were men like him in the hospital. One was a cab driver, huge and burly. He looked like a hard man but he cried like a baby. “I don’t understand,” was all he said as tears fell, unchecked, down his face.

The group murmured in assent. Nor did we.

Nor do we. And there’s the catch.

I remember, a long time ago, reading that one in 10 people would suffer from a mental illness in their lives. I looked around the office in which I worked (there were 30 of us), and decided on who it would be. I was not on that list. And now, a new report maintains that one in four of us are at risk.

The physical symptoms of severe depression are as wide-ranging as they are confounding. There’s a terrible leaden weariness, which is often followed by acute restlessness, palpitations and sweating. My particular physical symptom was a constriction of the throat. It felt as if I had some huge growth behind my tonsils, which, at times, became so severe I could not swallow and I feared I could no longer breathe.

It has a name, globus hystericus, given it, unsurprisingly, by Freud. I called it the throat monster, imagined it as a claw that sank itself into my neck. It had no body, just a massive scaly tail that wound around my neck and throttled me.

What astonished me then, and is something that nobody ever mentions, is the alarmingly physical nature of depression. It is not simply the mind, but the body that is affected. Both go dreadfully out of control which is why, at its most acute stage, severe depression manifests itself as a nervous breakdown.

Time, medication and therapy will eventually show their benefits, and while there is no empirical evidence to prove this, it is said that the average cycle of depression lasts for two years. For some people, it never improves; their condition remains chronic. For others, it may be quicker but for most of us the light returns slowly but steadily, although the chance of a relapse is horribly real.

I began to emerge from the illness last summer. My recovery came in fits and starts. To begin with, I dared not even admit I felt happy, in case the sensation was snatched away. But I do feel happy – not all of the time, but at least some of it. I realise I do still have the capacity for joy. I look back at myself, at those years, in horror and sadness. It is as if I lost two years of my life.

I still get occasional black days, when the terror and hopelessness crowd everything from my mind and close down the world until it stops. On days like that, if my daughter is not with me, I go to bed. In that state, I would not wish myself on anybody.

I simply take the phone off the hook and hide. I keep a writing pad beside me, scribble down anything that comes to mind. It is my therapy and my cure. The other day, I looked at my scribbles and saw that I had written: “I find it very difficult to stay alive.”

Difficult, but possible. These days, I take things day by day. Some days are bad, but most are good.

I am halfway through a new novel (my fifth), working on a screenplay and writing journalism. The joy of being able to write again is indescribable. I am making my way steadily through a large pile of books by my bed – all the novels I was unable to read when I was ill.

My daughter, who is 11 now, sings from morning to night, like a happy, carefree lark. She has no hesitation in nailing depression as the illness it is: “Mummy was sick but now she’s better.”

But what pleases me most is that, for one whole year, I have not wanted to die. It sounds absurd but every morning, when I wake up, I feel proud.

I am still here.’

Anyone who needs information and/or support can call the Samaritans on 116 123 or visit www.samaritans.org

 

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ANTIDEPRESSANT: Engineer, pregnant wife and son dead n murder suicide car crash, bombs planted in car

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Susanna, Liam (11), Benjamin (7) Milne

On and off antidepressants for six years (the worst way to take antidepressants) this father demonstrates a perfect example of both the homicidal ideation and suicidal ideation associated with the use of antidepressants. Homicidal and suicidal ideations are not just thoughts or actions involving homicide or suicide, but obsessive and compulsive ruminating thoughts of killing others or oneself.

This man made 10 trial runs. And he was so determined to die and have his family die with him that he planted bombs in the car as a back up to insure that. Daren and his wife Susanna and their unborn child died instantly. Liam died after paramedics worked on him at the scene. Little Benjamin was the only one to survive the crash. But he had such serious injuries he had to be put in a drug-induced coma for a period of time.

What We Know About Serotonin’s Connection to Violence

From my September 13, 2004 testimony before the FDA: http://www.drugawareness.org/dr-ann-blake-tracys-september-13-2004-to-the-fda/

“Research on serotonin has been clear from the very beginning that the most damaging thing that could be done to the serotonin system would be to impair one?s ability to metabolize serotonin. Yet that is exactly how SSRI antidepressants exert their effects.

“For decades research has shown that impairing serotonin metabolism will produce migraines, hot flashes, pains around the heart, difficulty breathing, a worsening of bronchial complaints, tension and anxiety which appear from out of nowhere, depression, suicide – especially very violent suicide, hostility, violent crime, arson, substance abuse, psychosis, mania, organic brain disease, autism, anorexia, reckless driving, Alzheimer’s, impulsive behavior with no concern for punishment, and argumentative behavior.

“How anyone ever thought it would be “therapeutic” to chemically induce these reactions is beyond me. Yet, these reactions are exactly what we have witnessed in our society over the past decade and a half as a result of the widespread use of these drugs.

“In fact we even have a whole new vocabulary as a result with terms such as “road rage,” “suicide by cop,” “murder/suicide,” “going postal,” “false memory syndrome,” “school shooting,” “bi-polar” – every third person you meet anymore – along with the skyrocketing rates of antidepressant-induced diabetes and hypoglycemia.

“Can you remember two decades ago when depressed people used to slip away quietly to kill themselves rather than killing everyone around them and then themselves as they do while taking SSRI antidepressants?

“A study out of the University of Southern California in 1996 looked at a group of mutant mice in an experiment that had gone terribly wrong. These genetically engineered mice were the most violent creatures they had ever witnessed. They were born lacking the MAO-A enzyme which metabolizes serotonin. As a result their brains were awash in serotonin. This excess serotonin is what the researchers determined was the cause for this extreme violence. Antidepressants produce the same end result as they inhibit the metabolism of serotonin.”

1996 – Mutant Mice May Hold Key To Human Violence – An Excess Of Serotonin.

Daren Milne On and Off Antidepressants for Six Years

There is an inquest report in the article below and several additional articles listed below that for more information on this tragic case.

“The inquest at Wyong Local Court also heard that Mr Milne had been diagnosed with “some kind of depression or ADD” in 2007 and had intermittently taken medication since then.

“The inquest also revealed that the Ausgrid engineer had meticulously planned the murder-suicide, made a check-list of things to do, and conducted up to 10 practice runs before finally wrapping the family car around a tree.”

 

Ann Blake Tracy, Executive Director,

International Coalition for Drug Awareness

drugawareness.org & ssristories.NET
Author: ”Prozac: Panacea or Pandora? – Our Serotonin Nightmare – The Complete Truth of the Full Impact of Antidepressants Upon Us & Our World” & Withdrawal CD “Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!”

WITHDRAWAL WARNING: In sharing this information about adverse reactions to antidepressants I always recommend that you also give reference to my CD on safe withdrawal, Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!, so that we do not have more people dropping off these drugs too quickly – a move which I have warned from the beginning can be even more dangerous than staying on the drugs!

WITHDRAWAL HELP: You can find the hour and a half long CD on safe and effective withdrawal helps here: http://store.drugawareness.org/ And if you need additional consultations with Ann Blake-Tracy, you can book one at www.drugawareness.org or sign up for one of the memberships in the International Coalition for Drug Awareness which includes free consultations as one of the benefits of that particular membership plan. For only a $30 membership for one month you can even get 30 days of access to the withdrawal CD with tips on rebuilding after the meds, all six of my DVDs, hundreds of radio interviews, lectures, TV interviews I have done over the years PLUS access to my book on antidepressants (500 plus pages) with more information than you will find anywhere else (that is only $5 more than the book alone would cost) at www.drugawareness.org. (Definitely the best option to save outrageous postage charges for those out of the country!)

Read more at

Engineer who killed wife and son in murder suicide car crash also planted bombs in car

http://www.9news.com.au/national/2016/05/11/02/42/engineer-who-killed-wife-and-son-in-murder-suicide-car-crash-also-planted-bombs-in-car#RcVymBOUCJQiMYFf.99

Dad Darren Milne may have driven car into tree at Berkeley Vale deliberately, say police

http://www.dailytelegraph.com.au/news/nsw/dad-darren-milne-may-have-driven-car-into-tree-at-berkeley-vale-deliberately-say-police/news-story/3a961422cf4730830ae9dd293453c573

Three family members die in a horror car crash at Berkeley Vale, on NSW Central Coast

http://www.dailytelegraph.com.au/news/nsw/three-family-members-die-in-a-horror-car-crash-at-berkeley-vale-on-nsw-central-coast/news-story/d417dafeb76088c434aaeadd659e3b38

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ANTIDEPRESSANT: Three Dead and Two Injured in Mass. Stabbing Spree in Mall

A suicidal man being treated for depression for some time, Arthur Darosa, 28, was taken to a hospital on Monday. And when he visited the hospital on Monday what did they do? Take him off his antidepressant? Increase his dose of his antidepressant? Add another medication to what he was taking?

The FDA has warned that any abrupt change in dose of an antidepressant can cause suicide, hostility and/or psychosis. Once again it appears we have seen all three of those in yet another tragedy.

Upon release Tuesday he went on a stabbing spree first breaking into a home stealing a knife from their kitchen and attacking a mother and daughter there. He then crashed a car into the mall and went on a stabbing spree there killing a total of two and injuring two before being shot and killed himself by an off duty officer. See links to original articles below…

What We Know About Serotonin’s Connection to Violence

From my September 13, 2004 testimony before the FDA: http://www.drugawareness.org/dr-ann-blake-tracys-september-13-2004-to-the-fda/

“Research on serotonin has been clear from the very beginning that the most damaging thing that could be done to the serotonin system would be to impair one?s ability to metabolize serotonin. Yet that is exactly how SSRI antidepressants exert their effects.

“For decades research has shown that impairing serotonin metabolism will produce migraines, hot flashes, pains around the heart, difficulty breathing, a worsening of bronchial complaints, tension and anxiety which appear from out of nowhere, depression, suicide – especially very violent suicide, hostility, violent crime, arson, substance abuse, psychosis, mania, organic brain disease, autism, anorexia, reckless driving, Alzheimer’s, impulsive behavior with no concern for punishment, and argumentative behavior.

“How anyone ever thought it would be “therapeutic” to chemically induce these reactions is beyond me. Yet, these reactions are exactly what we have witnessed in our society over the past decade and a half as a result of the widespread use of these drugs.

“In fact we even have a whole new vocabulary as a result with terms such as “road rage,” “suicide by cop,” “murder/suicide,” “going postal,” “false memory syndrome,” “school shooting,” “bi-polar” – every third person you meet anymore – along with the skyrocketing rates of antidepressant-induced diabetes and hypoglycemia.

“Can you remember two decades ago when depressed people used to slip away quietly to kill themselves rather than killing everyone around them and then themselves as they do while taking SSRI antidepressants?

“A study out of the University of Southern California in 1996 looked at a group of mutant mice in an experiment that had gone terribly wrong. These genetically engineered mice were the most violent creatures they had ever witnessed. They were born lacking the MAO-A enzyme which metabolizes serotonin. As a result their brains were awash in serotonin. This excess serotonin is what the researchers determined was the cause for this extreme violence. Antidepressants produce the same end result as they inhibit the metabolism of serotonin.”

1996 – Mutant Mice May Hold Key To Human Violence – An Excess Of Serotonin.

ORIGINAL ARTICLES:

http://wwlp.com/2016/05/11/police-searching-for-motive-in-taunton-stabbing-rampage/?cid=facebook_WWLP_22News

http://www.wcvb.com/news/state-police-respond-to-report-of-incident-at-silver-city-galleria-in-taunton/39477598

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3583937/Several-people-stabbed-Massachusetts-mall.html

http://www.foxnews.com/us/2016/05/11/three-killed-including-suspect-two-injured-in-mass-stabbing-spree.html?intcmp=hplnws

Family Of Taunton Attacker Says Rampage ‘Could Have Been Prevented’

 

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Help for Mark Taylor & His Mom – Get a Great Deal For Donating

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Mark Taylor – the Columbine Miracle Boy

Before they began drugging him

In the past couple of weeks as we have gone through the Columbine anniversary I have posted Mark Taylor’s story – the first boy shot at Columbine High School who became known as the “Columbine Miracle Boy” because he was able to survive so much damage from being shot. He forgave Eric Harris for shooing him within a year after being shot because he understood that antidepressants caused Eric’s violence that day. He is the only one who had the courage to sue the maker of the antidepressant Luvox for causing Columbine and has been an outspoken advocate for those damaged by these drugs.

As I have said before I have been VERY concerned about Mark’ health because of what in my opinion they have been doing to him to pay him back for speaking out boldly against antidepressants in order to shut him up and also for generating too much negative publicity by suing the drug maker of Luvox over these drugs for causing Columbine. Just to give you an idea of how much attention Mark was getting and why watch him here testify before the FDA in 2004. He tells the FDA in no uncertain terms that they are not doing their jobs and they have allowed the drug companies to become the biggest terrorists in our world ….

If you have seen Mark’s full story you know that he has since been taken into a faciliy and drugged against his will with the very drugs he was speaking out against – something that has been ongoing now for well over five years. He is currently on two very powerful antipsychotics in an attempt to surpress the drug-induced psychosis they have caused in this perfectly normal young man. Here is that full video:

While discussing options for Mark with his mom this week I told her that we could do a fund raiser for Mark to get him help but we could do that by not just asking for donations. Instead we would offer many of our products from our website at half price with all funds going to them so that those who want to help Mark can also get something in return which can be of great help to them or their loved ones.

So I am sending this out to let everyone know that my e-book on antidepressants (Not just about Prozac, but the Prozac family of antidepressants – the SSRIs & SNRIs) Prozac: Panacea or Pandora? – Our Serotonin Nightmare (the latest 2014 version) will be available at half price for the next two weeks to raise what is needed to help Mark and his mother now. Once again ALL proceeds from this sale will go to this cause. You will not find any information anywhere that will give you more information on these drugs in one text than this book does. Here are just a handful of reviews to give you an idea of what you will find:

“Ann Blake-Tracy has boldly gone where few dare to tread!!” … I cannot believe it has taken me this long to find this amazing volume of such critical information on this subject!”… “Best reference ever on antidepressants” … “Bold & Informative”… “Priceless!”… “Well documented!”… “Scientifically researched with extensive references”… “Wonderful book!”

Oct. 1998 note from a British nurse: “I started having bad reactions… Oct ‘96 1 found Prozac to be causing joint and muscle pain itself. I also became concerned that I was developing signs of Cushing’s Syndrome. . . I was very pro-Prozac until last October and wouldn’t have listened to anything said against it until I got problems (thought it was saving my life, while all the time it was insidiously and slowly killing me!) When I first heard about your book on the Internet I was interested but quite skeptical. However, since reading it and having suffered so many problems with Prozac, I have come to the conclusion that the book is brilliant, and a life-line as far as I am concerned. I tried to fault the research and reasoning, but could not and still can’t. I would like to extend my thanks to you for your heroic stance on this enormously important issue. I have tremendous respect and admiration for your hard work, determination and courage in pursuing this subject so vigorously, against so much powerful
opposition for the benefit of people like me. Your integrity puts many, if not most doctors and psychiatrists to shame. It is reassuring to find that there are a few people in the world who are prepared to fight for the truth for the benefit of mankind.”

More comments in detail can be found here: http://www.drugawareness.org/ann-tracy-has-boldy-gone/

You can go to this link to have access to order all that is on sale https://store.drugawareness.org/ or the following is an overview of all products.

You can order that e-book download here for $12.50: https://store.drugawareness.org/product/prozac-panacea-or-pandora-our-serotonin-nightmare-2014-ebook-download/

The book is not all that has been marked down to half price in order to raise these funds for Mark and make it easier for you to learn the full truth about these drugs and how to recover from them …

There is the hour and a half long CD on how antidepressants really work, guidelines for safe and successful withdrawal and how to rebuild after taking antidepressants “Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!” available at this link for only $4.95: https://store.drugawareness.org/product/help-i-cant-get-off-my-antidepressant-mp3-download/

And there are six DVDs available:

#1 Bipolar Disorder? $4.95 Are You Really Bipolar or Misdiagnosed Due to the Use of or Abrupt Discontinuation of an Antidepressant? Bipolar disorder has absolutely skyrocketed since the introduction of the SSRI antidepressants – a shocking increase of 4000% just from 1996 – 2004! Learn what it is, how antidepressants cause it and how to reverse it.

https://store.drugawareness.org/product/bipolar-disorder-streaming/

#2 False Memory Syndrome $4.95 How antidepressants affect memory and produce FMS. Large numbers of patients on antidepressants report false memories of abuse. As disruption of serotonin alters perception, and merge reality with dreams or nightmares, one’s understanding of reality becomes skewed. Add to that the fact that drugs are creating a stronger hypersuggestable state than hypnotism.

https://store.drugawareness.org/product/false-memory-syndrome-streaming/

#3 History of Mind Control $4.95 The SSRIs and SNRIs fit 16 of the 17 key points the CIA lists as requisite for their perfect mind control drug. As we go through the history of mind control in America & the world & then compare it to what we know about SSRI antidepressants, the impact is chilling.

https://store.drugawareness.org/product/the-history-of-mind-control-streaming/

#4 Effects of Serotonin on Spirituality $4.95 The Pinial gland has long been known as the connection to the spiritual. Learn the effects of antidepressants upon that master gland of the body which can sever the connection to the spiritual. Biblical warnings about a great deception which will engulf the whole world concerning the practice of sorcery/pharmakia in our day. The Greek translation of sorcery is “Pharmakia” which means “medicine from a pharmacy” – the drugs we now find in pharmacies on nearly every street corner.

https://store.drugawareness.org/product/effects-ssris-serotonin-on-spirituality-streaming/

#5 REM Sleep Behavior Disorder (RBD) $4.95 RBD is a sleep disorder where patients act out their dreams, which are often unpleasant and violent – nightmares. This acting out results from a loss of normal muscle paralysis in REM (rapid eye movement) sleep, the dream stage of sleep, which normally prevents enacting one’s dreams. RBD patients generally act out their dreams in a defensive posture, as if fending off an attacker and the disorder has long been known to include both murder and suicide. We now know through research that 86% of those going into RBD are taking antidepressants.

https://store.drugawareness.org/product/rem-sleep-disorder-streaming-online/

#6 Two Hour Lecture in Hometown of Safford, AZ $4.95 Safford, AZ where several wrongful death suits have been filed regarding SSRI induced suicides.

https://store.drugawareness.org/product/anntracy-lecture2hrstreaming/

Ann Blake Tracy, Executive Director,

International Coalition for Drug Awareness

drugawareness.org & ssristories.NET

Author: ”Prozac: Panacea or Pandora? – Our Serotonin Nightmare – The Complete Truth of the Full Impact of Antidepressants Upon Us & Our World” & Withdrawal CD “Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!”

WITHDRAWAL WARNING: In sharing this information about adverse reactions to antidepressants I always recommend that you also give reference to my CD on safe withdrawal, Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!, so that we do not have more people dropping off these drugs too quickly – a move which I have warned from the beginning can be even more dangerous than staying on the drugs!

WITHDRAWAL HELP: You can find the hour and a half long CD on safe and effective withdrawal helps here: http://store.drugawareness.org/ And if you need additional consultations with Ann Blake-Tracy, you can book one at www.drugawareness.org

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Growing Your Own Food is Like Printing Your Own Money!

Meet the “Gangsta Gardener,” Ron Finley, in South Los Angles, California who says that drive-ins there are killing more than drive-bys are. This is the man who is doing exactly what I had plans to do 25 years ago instead of fighting this antidepressant battle. Of course I thought the antidepressant battle was only going to take a year or two at the most because the evidence is so clear cut and then I could go on with my plans to do what Ron is doing. Sadly 25 years later I am still fighting the antidepressant battle to educate the planet about these deadly drugs.

Anyway meet Ron Finley below to see the exciting things he is doing and learn about the FREE Food Revolution Summit where you can learn from some of the top leading food experts in the world…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1O1B-HHg6NE

Ann Blake Tracy, Executive Director,

International Coalition for Drug Awareness

drugawareness.org & ssristories.NET
Author: ”Prozac: Panacea or Pandora? – Our Serotonin Nightmare – The Complete Truth of the Full Impact of Antidepressants Upon Us & Our World” & Withdrawal CD “Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!”

WITHDRAWAL WARNING: In sharing this information about adverse reactions to antidepressants I always recommend that you also give reference to my CD on safe withdrawal, Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!, so that we do not have more people dropping off these drugs too quickly – a move which I have warned from the beginning can be even more dangerous than staying on the drugs!

WITHDRAWAL HELP: You can find the hour and a half long CD on safe and effective withdrawal helps here:http://store.drugawareness.org/ And if you need additional consultations with Ann Blake-Tracy, you can book one atwww.drugawareness.org or sign up for one of the memberships in the International Coalition for Drug Awareness which includes free consultations as one of the benefits of that particular membership plan. For only a $30 membership for one month you can even get 30 days of access to the withdrawal CD with tips on rebuilding after the meds, all six of my DVDs, hundreds of radio interviews, lectures, TV interviews I have done over the years PLUS access to my book on antidepressants (500 plus pages) with more information than you will find anywhere else (that is only $5 more than the book alone would cost) atwww.drugawareness.org. (Definitely the best option to save outrageous postage charges for those out of the country!)

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MOVIE VAXXED – WILL BLOW THE LID OFF VACCINE FRAUD AND ???!!!!

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VAXXED: FROM COVERUP TO CATASTROPHE

EXCELLENT INTERVIEW ON THE MOVIE

An interview with the producer of “The Doctors” who is the producer/director of this new movie, and two of the doctors involved in the movie. Very, very good interview!!!! I could not stop once I began to listen. It is incredible information which affects us all whether we have a vaccine damaged child or not because we will all pay to care for these children in the end!!!! To quote the developer of the drug, PCP, and assured it was “safe and effective” What have we done?!!!!! Click this link to listen….and if you are interested in the antidepressant link to this issue, PLEASE read to the end of this post!

 

https://youtu.be/FG6ZHT0L8rs

SIMILAR TO THE TOBACCO COVER-UP MOVIE “THE INSIDER”

This seems similar in many ways to the movie, The Insider which whistle blower on the whole tobacco industry fraud. This is about the CDC whistle blower who is exposing the truth on the MMR vaccine fraud. He is admitting that the CDC destroyed the damning evidence they had on the vaccine and its link to Autism rather than share it with the public!!!!

Shocking? Yes, but it is a practice that goes on in medical science all the time to the point that the world’s leading expert on medical research wonders if it will bring the end of medical science as we knew it. The expert, Dr. John Ioannidis, has been warning since 2005 that up to 90% of medical research is now at least tainted, if not outright fraudulent, due to influence from industry. You can read a 2010 interview with Dr. Ioannidis by the Atlantic Monthly titled Lies, “Damn Lies, and Medical Science” here: http://www.drugawareness.org/lies-damned-lies-and-medical-science/

BUT IS THE WORST YET TO COME???

The one very critical issue not addressed in the movie as far as I am aware though is the huge increase in the rate of Autism among the children born to mothers who took antidepressants – a three to four times greater rate or is it even higher? Look very closely at the numbers in the chart above. Where is he greatest jump in the rate? That is right, from 1985 to 1995 and which drug was beginning to be tested on the public in 1985 and introduced to the public in 1987? America’s first SSRI antidepressant, the mother of the whole SSRI and SNRI antidepressant families, plus the atypical antipsychotics! From there on Autism has skyrocketed! Why? Could it have anything to do with the fact that Autism has LONG been known to be a condition of ELEVATED serotonin levels and SSRIs and SNRIs and atypical antipsychotics are all designed to increase serotonin levels?

The lawsuits for this antidepressant-induced autism have already begun to be filed on behalf of the children exposed to these drugs in the womb. Two firms I am familiar with and would highly recommend are Justice Seekers and Baum Hedlund. Clearly we need yet another movie on this issue!!! And for updates on the Autism/antidepressant,e etc. link feel to join our Facebook group Antidepressant-induced Autism. You can find us at the following link: https://www.facebook.com/groups/328990743967534/

So while Pharma and the CDC and our government work to keep you from learning the truth (which is how they avoid lawsuits) I encourage you to …..

GO TO THE VAXXED WEBSITE

http://vaxxedthemovie.com/

TO BRING THIS MOVIE TO YOUR CITY

Ann Blake Tracy, Executive Director,

International Coalition for Drug Awareness

drugawareness.org & ssristories.NET
Author: ”Prozac: Panacea or Pandora? – Our Serotonin Nightmare – The Complete Truth of the Full Impact of Antidepressants Upon Us & Our World” & Withdrawal CD “Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!”

WITHDRAWAL WARNING: In sharing this information about adverse reactions to antidepressants I always recommend that you also give reference to my CD on safe withdrawal, Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!, so that we do not have more people dropping off these drugs too quickly – a move which I have warned from the beginning can be even more dangerous than staying on the drugs!

WITHDRAWAL HELP: You can find the hour and a half long CD on safe and effective withdrawal helps here:http://store.drugawareness.org/ And if you need additional consultations with Ann Blake-Tracy, you can book one atwww.drugawareness.org or sign up for one of the memberships in the International Coalition for Drug Awareness which includes free consultations as one of the benefits of that particular membership plan. For only a $30 membership for one month you can even get 30 days of access to the withdrawal CD with tips on rebuilding after the meds, all six of my DVDs, hundreds of radio interviews, lectures, TV interviews I have done over the years PLUS access to my book on antidepressants (500 plus pages) with more information than you will find anywhere else (that is only $5 more than the book alone would cost) atwww.drugawareness.org. (Definitely the best option to save outrageous postage charges for those out of the country!)

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How Much Do You Know About Cancer and Antidepressants?

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FREE VIDEO SERIES ON ALTERNATIVE CANCER TREATMENTS

Starting this week on Tuesday, April 12, there will be a free video series on alternative treatments for cancer by Ty Bollinger who lost his own father to cancer not long ago.

CANCER WILL KILL NEARLY 8 MILLION PEOPLE THIS YEAR.
They’re Hiding the Truth on How NOT to Be One of Them.We’re About to Reveal Everything…at this link below

https://go.thetruthaboutcancer.com/?ref=5573ff9d-df42-4e8d-b0bd-ff3cb641dc69

 

ANTIDEPRESSANTS AND CANCER

I know how Ty feels because I am a cancer survivor who beat it naturally using alternatives, yet I also lost my own uncle to a Paxil-induced rapid moving cancer and three personal friends to Paxil-induced breast cancer. In fact my uncle, who had always been so kind, never a rude comment had I ever heard from him until I voiced concerns that my aunt, his wife, had been given a medication for anxiety after heart surgery. He did not want to hear it. Within a month she was hallucinating and telling him matter of factually that he was Satan. He tried to assure her it was really him and not Satan to no avail. This was totally NOT my aunt! She was not the kind of person who talked that way at all and they had the most perfect marriage I have ever seen – full of so much love and trust in one another. He later told my cousin, his son, that he wished he had listened to me.

But what I did not know is that they had given him the antidepressant Paxil. He did not take it long, about six months. Then later that year he became suddenly very ill. We learned he had a rare very fast moving cancer which was diagnosed on Thursday and by the following Wednesday he had passed away. My last conversation with him he said to me, “I know I have given you a lot of flack about what you do with educating about these drugs”…then he paused, raised his voice slightly and said firmly, “but don’t you EVER stop because what has been done to me should be done to no one!!!!” He knew! But he learned too late. How I wish he had listened sooner!!!

FEW STUDIES DONE ON THIS CANCER LINK

So far there is not a lot of research on the link between cancer and antidepressants. Who is going to pay for that research? It is certainly not going to be the manufacturers who are making billions selling the drugs now! Most people mistakenly believe that the FDA does that research, but they do not. There was one study in the mid 90’s which gained a lot of media attention when it indicated a double the rate of cancer with the older antidepressants like amitriptyline.  http://www.drugawareness.org/6282000-antidepressant-medication-use-and-breast-cancer-risk/

Then several years later research came out on one of the SSRI antidepressants, Paxil, finding a seven times greater rate of breast cancer with that drug! This is a quote by one of the lead researchers and a link to information on both of those studies: “One published in 2000 by Dr. Michelle Cotterchio of the University of Toronto and colleagues showed that compared with no antidepressant use, the breast-cancer risk for women who took tricyclic drugs (an older class of treatments that predates SSRIs) for more than two years doubled. Women taking paroxetine (branded as Paxil) faced a sevenfold increase, according to the same report….“I would want to consider nondrug treatment if I was mildly depressed, given our data,” Cosgrove said.”  (http://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2011-04-06/breast-cancer-link-to-paxil-drug-category-found-in-antidepressant-research)

How ironic that we have such an increased rate of breast cancer with Paxil and yet the manufacturer was allowed in the last couple of years to introduce Paxil at half the normal dose under the brand name Brisdelle for treatment of menopause as fears began to arise about hormone treatments for menopause producing breast cancer! Ironic? Sadistic seems a more appropriate term yet to them it is just taking advantage of a new market.

We focus so much on the suicide and murder being produced by antidepressants with the thought that if people cannot see the most shocking adverse effects of these deadly drugs how can they see the rest? But my book on these drugs, Prozac: Panacea or Pandora? – Our Serotonin Nightmare!, focuses very much on the physical adverse effects of all of the antidepressants. One of the physical adverse effects appeared as early as 1992 when someone in our Utah Medical Examiner’s office contacted me because she was dying of cancer, which she had no doubt was Prozac-induced.

BUT CANCER IS NOT THE ONLY WORRY

When she knew death was close she asked me to please check in with her son regularly to see how he was doing because he too was on Prozac and she was very much concerned about him.

Several months after her death I called her office and explained what she had asked of me concerning her son. Then I told her co-worker that Corkey had neglected to give me contact information on her son so I could check on him.

Her co-worker replied, “Oh he came through our office last week.”

I asked how he appeared and how he was doing.

She replied in a deeper tone, “No, I mean he came through our office.”

I said, “Oh my gosh! You mean as a corpse?!!”

She said, “Yes.”

I said, “What was the cause of death? Was it a suicide as Corky feared?”

She said, “No it was listed as Natural Causes.”

I said, “What?!!! Natural causes?! How old could he have been?”

She said, “Forty-two.”

I asked, “Who dies of natural causes at 42?”

She said, “That was my thought as well.”

IS THERE HOPE? IS THERE A WAY TO REBUILD?

So clearly the physical adverse effects of these antidepressants are many and very serious as well. This is why I stress in my writings and audios and lectures to please work to rebuild your bodies after the damage from these drugs. I encourage all of you to watch this video to see how many natural alternative treatments there are so you can avoid anything like this in your own life after using any of these drugs.

I would hope you all know that I beat my own cancer this way 40 years ago as have many of my friends including Dr. Lorraine Day, who sits on our Board of Directors here at the International Coalition for Drug Awareness. I might add that her information on beating cancer is also excellent and her information including her book “Cancer Doesn’t Scare Me Anymore!” can be found at www.drday.com.

And another site with much encouraging information on beating cancer and overcoming all kinds of health problems is headed by Lou Corona who beat cancer the same way Dr. Day and I did as well. You can find Lou at www.loucorona.com. You will see from the many testimonials Lou’s site here http://puradyme.com/lifestyle that no matter the issue there is a way to heal!!!

Ann Blake Tracy, Executive Director,

International Coalition for Drug Awareness

drugawareness.org & ssristories.NET
Author: ”Prozac: Panacea or Pandora? – Our Serotonin Nightmare – The Complete Truth of the Full Impact of Antidepressants Upon Us & Our World” & Withdrawal CD “Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!”

WITHDRAWAL WARNING: In sharing this information about adverse reactions to antidepressants I always recommend that you also give reference to my CD on safe withdrawal, Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!, so that we do not have more people dropping off these drugs too quickly – a move which I have warned from the beginning can be even more dangerous than staying on the drugs!

WITHDRAWAL HELP: You can find the hour and a half long CD on safe and effective withdrawal helps here:http://store.drugawareness.org/ And if you need additional consultations with Ann Blake-Tracy, you can book one atwww.drugawareness.org or sign up for one of the memberships in the International Coalition for Drug Awareness which includes free consultations as one of the benefits of that particular membership plan. For only a $30 membership for one month you can even get 30 days of access to the withdrawal CD with tips on rebuilding after the meds, all six of my DVDs, hundreds of radio interviews, lectures, TV interviews I have done over the years PLUS access to my book on antidepressants (500 plus pages) with more information than you will find anywhere else (that is only $5 more than the book alone would cost) atwww.drugawareness.org. (Definitely the best option to save outrageous postage charges for those out of the country!)

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ANTIDEPRESSANTS: Brian Short, CEO of ALLNURSES.com killed his wife and three children before killing himself

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Brian Short Family

If you recall a few months ago I posted this story and said it was clear to me that this nurse who killed his family was taking an antidepressant. I finally had a minute to follow up on the case (something I rarely have a chance to do any longer and am hoping some of you will help with in these cases we bring here which we wondering about). So this is to confirm this was indeed an antidepressant-induced murder/suicide.

From the article below which came out the week after the murder/suicide we find the family did confirm this as fact,,,,“Family friends confirm Short had been on medication for depression but declined to say more.”

Here is my original post on this tragedy with both the background on this case and with information as to how antidepressants produce such violence:

http://www.drugawareness.org/antidepressant-father-nurse-believed-to-have-killed-his-wife-three-children-self/

ORIGINAL ARTICLE: Minnesota community looking for answers after family murder-suicide

Posted: Fri 4:48 AM, Sep 18, 2015

WCCO It has been a week since police discovered a gruesome scene in Greenwood — five members of a family dead.
South Lake Minnetonka Police say Brian Short shot and killed his wife and their three kids with a shotgun before killing himself last week.
Bill George, the former CEO of Medtronic, had been scheduled to speak at Minnetonka High School for months. But he made changes to his message Thursday.
“Life is precious,” George said. “The world you can have the greatest impact on is the world right in front of you right now, and remember every interaction really counts.”
Memorials now sit in the school office at Minnetonka High School, along with flowers sent from other schools. Signatures from students to honor their classmates are displayed on large cards for Cole, Maddy and Brooklyn.
“They are messages of remembrances, messages of condolence or hope. We’ll take those over the funeral on Sunday,” Minnetonka Schools Executive Director of Communications Janet Swiecichowski said. “It has been a really emotional week.”
The TonkaStrong hashtag now serves as a sign of healing. People have displayed the words on signs around town.
A community is still struggling to understand what happened inside the Shorts’ Lake Minnetonka home.
Randy Cassingham started a networking group for successful online entrepreneurs after founding ThisIsTrue.com. Brian Short had been a member as founder of AllNurses.com.
Cassingham wrote in his blog this week about his disbelief about Short’s actions. He writes that Short would talk about his humble beginnings, growing up without much money in Milwaukee. Cassingham also describes his friend as a generous “teddy bear.”
“Earlier this year Brian told the group he’d been sued. The suit at least sounded frivolous: a training company complained that a forum member had given them a bad review. Federal law says that sites aren’t responsible for what members post, so Brain wasn’t concerned,” Cassingham wrote. “He dropped off the radar: I hadn’t had any e-mails from him in a few weeks.”
Family friends confirm Short had been on medication for depression but declined to say more.

Ann Blake Tracy, Executive Director,
International Coalition for Drug Awareness
drugawareness.org & SSRIstories.NET
Author: ”Prozac: Panacea or Pandora? – Our Serotonin Nightmare! – The Complete Truth of the Full Impact of Antidepressants Upon Us & Our World” & Withdrawal CD “Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!”
WITHDRAWAL WARNING: In sharing this information about adverse reactions to antidepressants I always recommend that you also give reference to my CD on safe withdrawal, Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!, so that we do not have more people dropping off these drugs too quickly – a move which I have warned from the beginning can be even more dangerous than staying on the drugs!
WITHDRAWAL HELP: You can find the hour and a half long CD on safe and effective withdrawal helps here:http://store.drugawareness.org/ And if you need additional consultations with Ann Blake-Tracy, you can book one atwww.drugawareness.org or sign up for one of the memberships in the International Coalition for Drug Awareness which includes free consultations as one of the benefits of that particular membership plan. For only a $30 membership for one month you can even get 30 days of access to the withdrawal CD with tips on rebuilding after the meds, all six of my DVDs, hundreds of radio interviews, lectures, TV interviews I have done over the years PLUS access to my book on antidepressants (500 plus pages) with more information than you will find anywhere else (that is only $5 more than the book alone would cost) atwww.drugawareness.org. (Definitely the best option to save outrageous postage charges for those out of the country!)

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Easter Message from International Coalition for Drug Awareness (ICFDA)

I meant to send this yesterday morning, but babies tend to come when they are ready to be born and a couple of puppies decided I was going to help them come into this world yesterday instead of sending this email. They sure are cute though and decided to come while my sister was out of town leaving me to babysit.

On this Easter morning I share with you one of the most beautiful and moving songs about the sacrifice made by Jesus Christ in Gethsemane before giving his life….

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https://youtu.be/5uSGSvKy6Io

This Easter morning I declare He Lives! I know He Lives and even though medications can impair one’s ability to feel His presence and life can be tough at times He is there beside you. He alone knows full well your suffering because He has already suffered the same in your behalf…Click the link below to hear the best talk on the atonement I have ever heard – a short yet beautiful Easter message that you might know you are not alone as we celebrate the resurrection of Our Lord and Savior this day …. https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2009/04/none-were-with-him?lang=eng

“Trumpeted from the summit of Calvary is the truth that we will never be left alone nor unaided, even if sometimes we may feel that we are.
“My Easter-season message today is intended for everyone, but it is directed in a special way to those who are alone or feel alone or, worse yet, feel abandoned. These might include those longing to be married, those who have lost a spouse, and those who have lost—or have never been blessed with—children. Our empathy embraces wives forsaken by their husbands, husbands whose wives have walked away, and children bereft of one or the other of their parents—or both. This group can find within its broad circumference a soldier far from home, a missionary in those first weeks of homesickness, or a father out of work, afraid the fear in his eyes will be visible to his family. In short it can include all of us at various times in our lives.

“To all such, I speak of the loneliest journey ever made and the unending blessings it brought to all in the human family. I speak of the Savior’s solitary task of shouldering alone the burden of our salvation. Rightly He would say: “I have trodden the winepress alone…” Click link to view….

https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2009/04/none-were-with-him?lang=eng

Ann Blake Tracy, Executive Director,
International Coalition for Drug Awareness
Author: ”Prozac: Panacea or Pandora? – Our Serotonin Nightmare! – The Complete Truth of the Full Impact of Antidepressants Upon Us & Our World” & Withdrawal CD “Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!”
WITHDRAWAL WARNING: In sharing this information about adverse reactions to antidepressants I always recommend that you also give reference to my CD on safe withdrawal, Help! I Can’t Get Off My Antidepressant!, so that we do not have more people dropping off these drugs too quickly – a move which I have warned from the beginning can be even more dangerous than staying on the drugs!
WITHDRAWAL HELP: You can find the hour and a half long CD on safe and effective withdrawal helps here:  store.drugawareness.org And if you need additional consultations with Ann Blake-Tracy, you can book one at www.drugawareness.org or sign up for one of the memberships in the International Coalition for Drug Awareness which includes free consultations as one of the benefits of that particular membership plan. For only a $30 membership for one month you can even get 30 days of access to the withdrawal CD with tips on rebuilding after the meds, all six of my DVDs, hundreds of radio interviews, lectures, TV interviews I have done over the years PLUS access to my book on antidepressants (500 plus pages) with more information than you will find anywhere else (that is only $5 more than the book alone would cost) at drugawareness.org. (Definitely the best option to save outrageous postage charges for those out of the country!)

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